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[转载]Capo Productions（2010~2011）

赵白菜 — Wed, 26 Oct 2011 00:58:10 +0800

原文地址：Capo Productions（2010~2011）作者：Deezy

Artist: Capo Productions
Title: Escape
Genre: New Age,Instrumental
Format: AAC
Quality: 192 kbps

Tracklist:

01. Capo Productions - Courage
02. Capo Productions - Enchantment
03. Capo Productions - Moment Of Truth
04. Capo Productions - Understand
05. Capo Productions - Journey
06. Capo Productions - Moonlight
07. Capo Productions - Serenity
08. Capo Productions - Timeless
09. Capo Productions - Melody
10. Capo Productions - Fade Away
11. Capo Productions - At Times
12. Capo Productions - 4u
13. Capo Productions - Cut Short
14. Capo Productions - Real
15. Capo Productions - Heart Beat
16. Capo Productions - Lost
17. Capo Productions - Storm
18. Capo Productions - Oceans
19. Capo Productions - With Me
20. Capo Productions - Free Style

Artist: Capo Productions
Title: Music Dreams
Genre: New Age,Instrumental
Format: AAC
Quality: 192 kbps

Tracklist:

01. Capo Productions - Walkabout
02. Capo Productions - Romanzo
03. Capo Productions - Field Of Dreams
04. Capo Productions - Quiet Storm
05. Capo Productions - Virtue
06. Capo Productions - Cast Away
07. Capo Productions - Revolutions
08. Capo Productions - Illusions
09. Capo Productions - Ocean Blues
10. Capo Productions - Delicate
11. Capo Productions - Skies Of Light
12. Capo Productions - Inspire
13. Capo Productions - Sogni D'oro
14. Capo Productions - Cosmic Life
15. Capo Productions - Eternal Dream
16. Capo Productions - Faith
17. Capo Productions - Destiny
18. Capo Productions - Plaisir
19. Capo Productions - Isola Mia
20. Capo Productions - Restless

Artist: Capo Productions
Title: Fly Away
Genre: New Age,Instrumental
Format: AAC
Quality: 192 kbps

Tracklist:

01. Capo Productions - Breathe
02. Capo Productions - Aurora
03. Capo Productions - Beautiful Revenge
04. Capo Productions - Sight & Sound
05. Capo Productions - Oblivion
06. Capo Productions - Corporate Dreams
07. Capo Productions - Relaxing Freestyle
08. Capo Productions - Above Everything
09. Capo Productions - Smile
10. Capo Productions - Legends Of Time
11. Capo Productions - Tranquility
12. Capo Productions - Ominous
13. Capo Productions - Till The End
14. Capo Productions - Galactic Peace
15. Capo Productions - Fly Away
16. Capo Productions - Sunshine

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不安

赵白菜 — Wed, 26 Oct 2011 00:18:10 +0800

以前的我，因为充斥着满满的爱，总觉得生活很满足。
现在的我，只要留一点空白，思想就混乱成浊。

思来想去，也许女人都会这样，常常沉浸在自己泡沫幻想中的爱情里，享受着。
年龄小的时候忍不住情绪，会懂得沟通，于是心理阴霾可以得到及时疏导。
而现在，不论是碍于面子，碍于不想打扰别人，碍于不想把自己搞矫情，通常在深夜里胡思乱想的时候，眼神放空却心乱成麻。

从未有过这么需要人陪的时候。可怎么就碰不到气场一样的人呢。
看着朋友们的头像，想着他们各自可能在忙的事情，于是作罢。
碰到一些在线的游手好闲的，又实在没心情开口。

其实也不知道自己想要说什么。只是想打发空白的时间。而这类时间段真的不想去写作业。
我知道，以前的我没这么懒惰的。
因为以前的我，应该可以说有着精神支柱。
然而当得知那一切都是幻象的时候，懒惰了。

莫名其妙的继续着某种联系，
莫名其妙的不踏实感，
也许是我太敏感又恰巧敏感到点上，
但又容易信任他人……
不该放低底线施舍太多机会的。
我觉得我真该学会掌控自己。
就如年轻的时候那么洒脱那么不经大脑，现在想来也是件好事。

有两句传播很广的话觉得确实是那么个理：
真正爱你的人不会给你机会胡思乱想
真正爱你的人即使再忙也会抽时间陪你

那什么才是真正爱？
我觉得，一个人的爱，如果满足不了另一个人，也就是说俩人不掉不一致，那还是算屌。

不过一切都慢慢来吧，慢慢慢慢的，时间会解决一切。
跟这么长的人生相比，这迷惘只是一时的。

我在说什么，哭可怜然后又安慰自己？
嗯………………原谅自己了。
至少说了这么多，心里好受不少。

如果这个人不值得等，那就等下一个。

我不再难过，虽然我输了

赵白菜 — Thu, 22 Sep 2011 20:07:50 +0800

他是个会逗人会追人的男人，当然肯定不止我发现的这一个。

但是，就如妈说的那样，人跟我一个没姿色又不在身边的臭脾气的烂货浪费了一年半，回国的时候起码做的还挺好，也就足够了。

我也是那么想的，我觉得我的过错大于他还给我的。

他不挽回不解释。还替别人说话，还发了她美丽的照片。我真的觉得我败了。不过这些又能算什么，我不也那么狠过。

所以，他又不缺女人，是吧，人又好，会死追，我也就放手了。

伤心的不是别的，只是在默默的怀念过去。毕竟我们曾经那么好（我认为的？）。反正是，我那么幸福过。那么那么那么的幸福……幸福到。。。幸福到好想赶快回国去陪他。幸福到，开始认真的学习，塌心的做自己的事情，幸福的跟朋友炫耀，他是有对爱我……幸福到。。。到现在都觉得，也许什么都没发生，真的没发生。。。。

不去想，也就不落泪。但是周边的东西，例如，他给我的木梳，上面刻着我们的名字，他送我的娃娃，他给我发的短信，在他身边的录音，他的呼噜声，，，电脑里存的他的视频截图，他的照片，他家人的照片，我们的小妮娜猫咪，看到所有所有，我只能无声落泪…………………………

我做人真的很失败。知道为什么么？我现在变得很过分，脑子里除了有家人，有他，就只剩下学业。朋友的事情当然会管，但是，我的事情，却不再谈了。于是我就像一个腐烂的垃圾桶……认真又严谨，没有幽默感，易动气。等到这些导致我最重要的他离开我了，恍然发现，我什么都没有了……

动力没有了，朋友没有了，开心没有了，爱情没有，自己也快没有了。

看着镜子里的自己，就是个黄脸婆，大很眼圈，蓬乱的头。可我买了好看的内衣，买了好看的情侣对戒，玫瑰金的哦，男款的比我的要贵三倍，我也咬牙了。我幻想着回国他能给我戴上，然后欣赏我的新内衣。我们在一起依偎……所有都没有了。

我有什么资格去说他，有什么资格去留住他。虽然我做了，但是，貌似他很累了。

你知道么……我还是那么爱你。那么的爱你。。。但是这两天，有那么一段时间，我真的觉得，你是那么嫌弃我。于是我也那么嫌弃自己。我怎么这样。

我不敢去想以前的事情，但是我真的忍不住。原谅我不能陪你，原谅我还有牵挂。

这一页翻过去，就要新的开始。我要继续好好学习。继续。加油！！！！！！！！！

你听的见么

赵白菜 — Sat, 10 Sep 2011 14:59:01 +0800

在浏览几个韩国人翻唱的歌曲，http://www.friendz.net/xe/Projects 。

今天是阴天，类似乌鸦叫声的鸟一直在低鸣，乌云笼罩，风卷落叶，却还没有下起雨来。

去中介拿了打工的钱，一如往常的在旁边商场逛了逛，试了下衣服。可惜没有如意的。买了杯星巴克的奶油绿茶，喝着也不爽。去上次逛过的包包好看的店，朋友喜欢的钱包已经卖出。搅拌剩下的冰，嘬了最后一口扔进垃圾桶。

昨晚九点多睡下，今早九点多起来，喝了几杯水嗓子还是不舒服。

不爽，怎么都不爽。

个人以为兴趣是闲得无聊自己主动去投入去探究的东西，灵感是一闪而过却又经过思考的结果。而现在呢，倒成了被驱赶的驴子。

很想赶紧进专业。现在的东西真“玩”不来了。

勺子And流氓的历史

赵白菜 — Mon, 15 Aug 2011 20:49:26 +0800

何时起，我们的交谈不再融洽。我想不起你，而你却能记着我。
每次都是我草草结束我们的对话，我没有耐心继续。
   前两天，你找到我，说我们的群已经解散两年了。我想嗯啊应付了事，而你的意思却想说些什么。你跟我诉说了你的感情，我说你不负责任说你孩子气。你有点不高兴，很直白的说讨厌我这样说你，你问我为什么变沧桑了。我尽量剪短且迅速的打出一堆看起来很麻木却又带着脾气的文字来解释我身处环境的需要。你说：干嘛勉强自己呢，干嘛那么激动呢。我也讨厌你说的这两句话。我讨厌你以长辈的口吻试图摆出知心哥哥的姿态。（现在我意识到，也许任何一个试图独立的人，都不想听到这样的字眼。对于他，我知道不是这样……）我略带愤怒的回答：我有我现在的快乐，而且你不了解我已经很久了。你却像是赌气一般的说：我从来都没有了解你。我从没想到你也会对我说出这样的话。
   在我们还很要好的时候，那时我还很稚嫩，就像一只脾气火爆的小恶魔。高兴的时候很活泼很幽默，可只要我心绪不宁或者有谁踩到了我的爆点，第一个过来扑火的肯定是你。于是那段时间对你很有依赖。虽然你很爱玩游戏，但我知道你为了我，在我躁动的时候，你会陪着我，逗我。结果因为我们辉煌的群慢慢衰落，大家都没有精力去维持了，我也无奈的接受不了这现实，退群了。然后那个喜欢你的女孩儿告诉我，我退群之后，你也把群解散了。之后，我是在别人的提醒下去到你空间，看到你的日志，明白你的心意……再之后，你似乎又开始玩你自己的游戏，然后我开始搞音乐网站。我们的交流越来越少，但逢年过节你都会认真的问候我。记不清有几次，你会慢慢的又跟我交流，试图问出我到底跟你算什么关系，我也只是说：好哥们儿。我一直都在绕开关于你跟我的某些话题。我想绕开你跟我的暧昧。阿门，你终于找到了个女友，我也就放心了。
   你说你跟你女友和好了，劝我也跟男友好好的，他是个好人。这些不痛不痒的话虽然让我觉着你确实没变，自己，貌似真的是变得最多的那个。我挺感谢你一直把我当成重要的人，类似女神（当时是那么称呼的）或是什么？哈哈。不过就如我当时跟你说的，你女友很粘你，说明她非常喜欢你，你为她的事儿烦恼说明你也在乎她，别说什么分手是迟早的事儿，好好的。没说明白的话，要去解释清楚，比如我以为你早就删掉的那篇日志，原来是归档成私密日志了啊。她既然看到了，就要去解释，我没有资格被人嫉妒。
   有些过去终究要过去。已经老去的我们没有那腔热血去重复记忆里的青葱岁月了。这篇日志，就当做完美的完结篇吧。

Governments should have control over the content of Media

赵白菜 — Mon, 04 Jul 2011 02:07:52 +0800

原创。Portfolio 7

    It is necessary for governments to control over the contents of media, such as news, film and television. Those contents which are lack of facts, extremely objectionable or sensitive can cause panic, crime, even chaos in the society. Governments should supervise them so that everything can stay in harmony.

    The news which exaggerates the case may cause panic. We all know the Japanese earthquake has done a lot of damage. The threats even spread all over the world. In China, the newspaper published that ‘salt is an ultimate weapon in fighting nuclear radiation’. In a very short time, the market went shortage of salts. It seriously influenced their daily life and work and even the stability of the market that caused terrible effects on the developments of the economy. The related government institutions should verify the facts and look over the figures reported carefully, before the news is published.

    However, sometimes we also need to control over the report even it is real. We call it censorship, the removal of some very sensitive discussions from the media.   Recently the news reports that American senate has already gone through the voting on sending military troops to the war in Libya. Now the U.S. faces the pressures from the consensus that the U.S. breaks the rule of being democratic. The news report was abandoned for some time until the voting is placed on agenda. Finally, they told the reporter that, based on some political reasons, sending the troops is necessary and urgent. However, they did not discuss about it in details. It meant such discussions in detail may danger the national security. The national security is the most fundamental guarantee for the development of a country. The threats to national security should be removed at all costs.

    Moreover in our daily life, moral censorship is usually used to prevent people from uncomfortable contents in films and books. The films which play up contents of sex and drugs may cause crime. Some films are not suitable for the youths, and are categorized according to different levels. The categorization gives guidance for the family to choose the film of appropriate level. Moreover, the public are also responsible for the well-being of the youths. Under the monitoring of the public, they are not allowed to watch the film beyond certain levels.

    Further more, television can be a powful influence in developing value systems and shaping mind. Unfortunately there are a lot of television programmes are opinion-manipulating. For example, which items are emphasized, the reporter's choice of words, tone of voice and so on. Besides, some television programmes are violent and sex which may give children the wrong hint. Now children watch an average of 4 to 5 hours of television daily. Lots of studies of the effects of television violence on children have found that children may use violence to solve problems.   They may catch on this idea and will expect this in the real world. Therefore, not only the parents but also the governments should pay attention to the television programmes.

    In contrast, some governments use their media to control the minds of the people.   And the people cannot get approach to the real world. They lost their senses slowly. For example in North Korea, the media still play up the superiority of their social systems, but the people in North Korea do not know they are very far behind the civilization of the modern human beings.

    In conclusion, governments should have control over the content of the media only for the advantages of their people. If they use their media to maintain their power which has caused heavy damage to their people, then such behavior should be criticized.

激情动荡的年代已经过去了

赵白菜 — Sat, 25 Jun 2011 00:38:45 +0800

男人通过吹嘘来表达爱，女人则通过倾听来表达爱，而一旦女人的智力长进到某一程度，她就几乎难以找到一个丈夫，因为她倾听的时候，内心必然有嘲讽的声音响动。——美国专栏作家蒙肯

我觉得现在的自己就是这么个状态。听来的东西自己脑袋里一转，嗯，就明白了就理解了，不必再发表什么看法了。向来不想对所有人做出什么评价，谁爱听那些现实的东西。

可不要问我什么，可能最近说的最多的就是“烦”。我不想回答问题。只想自己去想。有些东西想过之后不一定能记住、能说出什么哲理性的总结，因为我懒得动脑，我懒得去解释。但自己的行为、表达，绝对会按照我总结出来的做出反应。

也许有人会说，不沟通容易积累矛盾，容易产生误会。我只想说：安于现状。除了学业，我没有什么可争取的东西，无探求欲。有些人，有些事，有些话，信又如何，不信又如何；留又如何，去又如何。

对于感情，我们互相归属，却又各自独立。现在只想避免一切矛盾。为何要吵架？如果真有矛盾，慢慢就会分开。如果因为吵架分开，也许会留有悔意。你做的一切我接受，就是了。我做的一切，你明白就好了。

我曾以为我会跟大部分女人一样，把爱当为毕生要经营的东西。可我现在也不明白是个怎样的状态。也许醒了。该经历的都经历了或者都明白了。只想慢慢的，或者沉默的接受周遭的一切。自己只要做个明白人就够了。

这些不是什么感慨，只是一种记录自己的成长阶段。自己通读一遍，果然字里行间一点儿文学素养都没了。也许该抽时间巩固下中华文学了。

This is a story_ 这只是个故事

赵白菜 — Sat, 04 Jun 2011 21:43:54 +0800

无聊练笔。

They knew each other from BBS.

This boy fount out the girl was very funny and he just liked discovering a new fresh thing, he wanted talking to her every time, but the girl didn't want to see any relationship that over friendship because she had a relationship with others already. It seemed that they liked flirting like this at first, the boy cooked for her and watched movies with her. Actually this girl tried to know this boy deeply after she quarerled with her boyfriend, such as his life his study and his work. However, the girl felt that the boy concealed a lot of things. The girl didn't want to be stupid, she could realize that, and she didn't want to make a fool on herself. Even though the girl once trid to break up with her boyfriend and carry on her love story with this boy, but she didn't know why this boy just faded out when she began to feel that she liked him. He stopped sending msg to her, and he didn't talk to her when she was online, she left a msg to him, and she found out he just dodged her. She remembered that maybe she did something that annoyed the boy, but if the boy really loved her just like what he said before, he shouldn't feel annoying, right?

She is not a girl that can be active in this relationship, he didn't like her in fact, the girl thinks over and over then she thinks so. Obviously boys are good at telling sweet lies, so this girl won't do anything to retrieve something.

This is not a love story. It's like a commen soap opera, although the girl reconciled with her boyfriend again, but she still feels something is not enough. Maybe it's because her boyfriend is not with her, maybe she just regrets about the days she spent with that boy. "It's good for all of us."She thought, and told herself when she thought of him.

It's over, right, everything will be OK. Now it's time for her to make up her mind, forget the period of time with that boy, and live her life alone.

Somebody may think this girl is not immature, she should be contented, yes, she is a little bit selfish too, but who can really conquer loneliness sometimes?

【Folk】Run Wolves Run - Sean Hayes

赵白菜 — Fri, 03 Jun 2011 21:42:12 +0800

大爱！！！创作型歌手！！！
试听：http://www.xiami.com/album/369438
下载：http://www.mediafire.com/?0ynzyzmmezq

01	When We Fall In
02	Open Up a Window
03	Garden
04	Powerful Stuff
05	So Down
06	Gunnin	0
07	Shake Your Body
08	Me & My Girl
09	One Day the River	2
10	Soul Shaker	3
11	Stella seed

就忍着不想你。

赵白菜 — Fri, 06 May 2011 20:11:50 +0800

officially missing u ,cover by JS

就忍着不想你。